I departed from a love that only wanted to prosper my life see Jeremiah 29:11
I got so caught up in si that it almost took me out
I never underestimated my lack of self-denial
I thought that I was untouchable, and it only harmed my life
I never regretted at that time in my life the choice I made to get me locked up
My deepest regret is living God to pursue the lust of my nasty flesh. I thought that I would still be able to keep a solid pure relationship with God, while still dipping into sin but the more I played the hot, and cold game the more I found myself sinking deeper into the life of sin. At first, it began with a kiss with this guy that liked me, and I started to like him back. This was the pt fall in which I evntertained for a while, and as my sin shifted I desired something deeper but from someone else that I was only friends with. He was a bit older than myself but I. still was going to attempted to rtake a leap of faith.
There were times where I still felt God tugging on my heart to fall back in line but the taste of sexual sin had already evaded me, and I was already conformed to the ways of the world again. my life back then was so tiring, and so unreal. I always question was I even going to make it to see the next day because the weight of sin was so complex in my life. I thought that there was nothing else left for me to do but to continue into the life of sin. So I need the only thing that I knew best go into survival mold, and I learned how to keep all unwanted distractions at bay.
Back then I was going through a patch in life that was meant to take me out. I was twenty-four years old naive, and very much hurting, and hindering my own life. My deepest regret from it all is not trusting fully in God to lead and guide me fully in the way that His will for my life intended for me to walk on.
I know that the the footsteps that I once walked in left a pattern of shackles that once tied me to a dark place of bondage that I never thought I’d see the light of day of. There was a point in my life where I was ok with hell being my final destination because there was really no hope in my pathway to see a peak of what I know God to be like now in my personal life.
My advice to any young lady that is currently residing in a dark place in her life would be to focus on God in your mind and also to allow all that you’re doing wrong to completely turn in over to God, and don’t grab hold to the hand of darkness anymore.
Here’s how you can divorce the enemy in your life.
Get into a good healthy close relationship with God
Choose daily to be a better version of yourself
Do not believe the enemy
Remain true to your vow to God
Make sure you are seeking God to know your purpose Jeremiah 29:11
Hello! My name is Jereè Clark and I began this BLOG to share my journey as a Digital Marketing Agency owner while living in my purpose as a Woman unapologetically. As I start the process of mending the pieces of my career back together I want to share my journey and the process of where I am and where I am going in the Marketplace. Welcome to this #UnMended Process of becoming her. It's so uncomfortable at times for me to bare the deepest parts of myself but is so worth it in the end to see the woman I'll become. So Cheers to healing, and celebrating my freedom as a career driven woman, in faith, in life, and in love. May you also Soar & Grow in faith, life, and in love. Xo Jereè
Mending the vow isn’t an easy task. It’s pressure, it’s finding the grit to find the grace in each area of your life to forgive, to heal, and to grow daily.
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