Making Clarity Work In My Life
I am in a clearer place in my life, and I am so glad that I am here.
For the last few months in 2020, I had to learn how to activate clarity inside of my daily life. I had to dig down into some deep places in my life and unfiltered a lot of hidden pain that was renting a house freely in my life. I had to omit to myself that I was no longer going to walk around living in the pain of my past, and the things were I was now determined to free execute this mission that I declared over my life.
This is what list I was living under…
- Fear of failure
- Deep comparison to other people, and how they were thriving
- and last but not least people please indirectly
I needed a whole entire makeover in my heart, and I knew exactly how I needed to close every door that needed to be locked up, and never opened by my hands ever again.
my view on love, life, and spirituality had to come up more in advancing in the woman that I desired to become, and I knew the work ahead of me was going to be purely intense, and I knew that I would have to be well equipped to sustain what I was about to produce in the private healing that I was undergoing.
Here’s what I faced in the healing process…
- unpacking self-doubt
- unpacking the abuse from a relationship that I was finally ready to heal from
- breaking communication barriers in some relationships in my personal life
- freeing myself of the misery that I was carrying around in a lot of areas in my life.
- Releasing forgiveness
- releasing love
- sharing my story more freely than I’d ever had before.
- setting higher standards in my life
- becoming a better woman
I had a vision and I was compelled to share the journey with some, and now I am going deeper into my story to disassociate myself from a past that I longer belong to. i made a choice to forgive, and it sent me on a wave of releasing people from my past, and it also freed of space in my heart, and in my life to grow, and heal completely.
I was so ready to get this list into the presence of God, and just have Him to guide me in the fullness of everything that i am being prepared for. God tells us in Mark 11:25
And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father also who is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.”
Often times I tell myself girl your ” Broken pieces will mend.” The more that I stand on this truth the more it becomes real in my life. I will say this I will not go back into a place of being unsure of whether I should release forgiveness to someone. I pledge to myself to make an account of how I need to quickly forgive to make sure that I am forgiven by the Father.
My face is ever on the things that are of God, and not the things that please my flesh. I am going on this journey of courtship with God to gain a better stronger relationship with Him. This is the true intimacy that I longed for, and the thing that I needed everyone reading this to understand is that mending the brokenness in your life will not come overnight but with time, and consistency your time of healing will come into reality when you allow God to lead you in His presence.
Be open to how God is leading you in this season in your life, and do not abort the mission, journey assignment that He has housed over your life because how you finish matters, and how you abide in God also matters. The more you endure the more God will have room to shift you in an area that you never thought you could propel in.
You have the strength of God so use it, and you have the shield of faith to open up your heart to plug yourself deeper into the face of God.